The Texas Tribune’s reporting for this story was supported by the Pulitzer Center.
Sign up for The Brief, our each day e-newsletter that retains readers in control on probably the most important Texas news.
NUEVO PROGRESO, Mexico — Maria laid the being pregnant check facedown on the counter in her boyfriend’s toilet in McAllen and set a timer for the longest three minutes of her life.
She watched the timer tick down, mentally operating by way of her litany of reassurances: They’d used a condom; she’d taken the Plan B capsule; perhaps her missed interval was simply an anomaly.
“I was just praying, please don’t let this be the case,” she stated. “I had no idea how I’d navigate the situation. But what can I do but flip this test over?”
It was optimistic.
Maria, who was a 17-year-old highschool junior on the time, spoke with The Texas Tribune on the situation of anonymity and is recognized on this story with a pseudonym as a result of she fears repercussions from her household for sharing her expertise.
Maria got here from generations of teenage moms, and whereas her Catholic mother and father didn’t speak along with her a lot about intercourse, they had been clear that they had completely different expectations for her. They wished her to depart the world for faculty to pursue her desires of finding out regulation.
She couldn’t have the infant, she determined.
It was October 2020, a yr earlier than Texas would implement probably the most restrictive abortion regulation within the nation, and 18 months earlier than a draft opinion obtained by Politico revealed that the U.S. Supreme Court plans to overturn Roe v. Wade, the landmark case that established constitutional protections for abortion.
But even earlier than all that, Maria had few choices to entry authorized abortion care. There is just one clinic within the Rio Grande Valley, and she or he would wish to get parental consent or a judicial bypass granted by a courtroom. Even discovering the cash to pay for a authorized abortion appeared unimaginable.
But dwelling alongside the border offered another choice.
Cheap regulated and unregulated medicine is obtainable over-the-counter at Mexican pharmacies, only a brief stroll away on the opposite facet of the border. Rio Grande Valley residents and other people from all corners of the state usually cross into Mexico to get dental work or replenish on something from each day nutritional vitamins and epinephrine to Valium and Xanax.
And then there’s misoprostol, a drugs taken orally to stop abdomen ulcers — or terminate pregnancies.
Texas regulates abortion-inducing drugs like misoprostol extra strictly than federal laws require; they are often prescribed and allotted solely in-person by a health care provider by way of the primary seven weeks of being pregnant.
Just over the border, although, it’s a distinct story.
With the constitutional safety for abortion on the road within the U.S., reproductive rights advocates anticipate to see extra Texans touring to Mexico to get abortion-inducing drugs they’ll’t acquire legally at residence.
But regardless of the convenience of entry, abortion remains to be extremely stigmatized in closely Catholic communities on each side of the border, representing a threat for sufferers who might have to hunt medical care after a self-managed abortion.
Maria first discovered about self-managed abortions on-line. She knew she may get the tablets from a pharmacy over the border rather more simply than she may entry a authorized abortion in Texas.
“I was definitely concerned about the legality of it,” Maria stated. “But I also knew, chances are, it will be fine and I had to do it.”
Across the border
Jesus, Pope John Paul II and the Virgin of Guadalupe look down on clients shopping for abortion-inducing medicine at Uncle Sam Pharmacy in Nuevo Progreso, a Mexican border city alongside the banks of the Rio Grande about 25 miles away from McAllen.
The portraits dangle over the cabinets of medicine contained in the pharmacy, only one reminder of how intertwined faith and on a regular basis life is within the area. But Victor Olvera, the pharmacy’s supervisor, is aware of that regardless of the spiritual views of many within the border space, there’ll all the time be clients seeking to terminate their pregnancies.
Olvera expects that modifications to abortion entry within the U.S. will imply extra enterprise at Uncle Sam Pharmacy.
“The law is going to change and there will be more people coming,” Olvera stated.
He doesn’t plan to replenish on extra misoprostol simply but — he stated he’ll wait and see. The medicine is reasonable to purchase: Some pharmacies in Nuevo Progreso promote generic misoprostol for as little as $20, whereas title manufacturers corresponding to Pfizer are inclined to go for greater than $140. Pharmacists at seven completely different places stated this week they haven’t obtained complaints through the years about issues from the medicine.
Misoprostol is 80% to 95% efficient at terminating early pregnancies by itself. In the United States, it’s accredited by the Food and Drug Administration for use alongside mifepristone to terminate pregnancies as much as 10 weeks alongside.
While U.S. regulators have accredited solely the two-drug routine, the American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists and the World Health Organization each endorse using misoprostol alone if a affected person can’t entry mifepristone. Studies have discovered misoprostol to be usually secure and efficient for terminating early pregnancies.
But that doesn’t imply all pharmacies in Mexico prefer to inventory the drug on their cabinets.
“I don’t want to sell this,” stated Miguel Hernandez, a pharmacist at Pharmacy Rivera who famous that a number of clients come to his store on the lookout for the tablets every week. “But if a customer asks if we have the medication, we have to sell it.”
Even earlier than Texas banned abortions after about six weeks of being pregnant final yr, folks have turned to Mexican pharmacies for years to quietly and discreetly terminate their pregnancies.
Maria and her boyfriend satisfied a member of the family to purchase the medicine for them at a pharmacy over the border. Just a few days later, she had it in hand.
Following directions she discovered on-line, she took the medicine alone in her toilet. She skilled horrible cramping, she stated, and what felt like a really heavy interval for a number of days. The on-line information informed her what to do if she needed to search medical care, however she in the end was capable of handle the negative effects at residence.
“I immediately felt such a sense of relief,” she stated. “Being a mother, that wasn’t something I was ready for and it wasn’t something I was willing to do. It was just not an option for me.”
Religion within the area
On Wednesday morning, Valerio García, a 69-year-old automotive mechanic, stood in entrance of Whole Woman’s Health, McAllen’s solely abortion clinic. He wore black slacks, a beige button-down shirt with a rosary hanging from his neck and a cowboy hat with a Virgin of Guadalupe pin on it.
The clinic, a one-story constructing with safety cameras close to the doorway within the metropolis’s downtown, can also be the one abortion supplier within the U.S. alongside the 1,200-mile lengthy Texas-Mexico border.
For the previous seven years, García stated he has joined a gaggle of spiritual males who present up each Saturday morning close to the doorway of the clinic to hope for the ladies seeking to get an abortion. He stated the boys pray that God can intervene and alter the ladies’s minds about their plans to abort.
“I think there are people who go through this process because it’s been normalized and they lack information,” he stated. “But they don’t realize there are repercussions both physically and mentally.”
If the U.S. Supreme Court had been to overturn the constitutional safety for abortion rights, he stated he would welcome it.
García, who’s Catholic, stated he opposes the process as a result of his first grandson was liable to being aborted. If his daughter had heeded the physician’s choice to abort, García would have missed out on the love of his grandchild, he stated.
He stated his daughter was three months pregnant along with her first baby when a health care provider informed her the infant’s organs weren’t growing correctly. The physician offered abortion as an choice. García stated she turned to him for recommendation. He prayed for her and she or he determined to undergo with the being pregnant.
The boy is now 13 years outdated and wholesome, he stated.
“For me, this story tells me that babies have life in the mother’s womb,” he stated, holding his telephone as much as present an image of his grandson sitting in entrance of a piano.
The inhabitants in Hidalgo County, the place McAllen is situated, is generally Hispanic, and plenty of of its residents determine as Catholic. The Catholic Church has opposed abortion as a result of its doctrine teaches that life begins for the time being of conception.
But south of the border and throughout Latin America — a area identified traditionally for its Catholic religion and social conservatism — feminist actions have spurred monumental modifications for reproductive rights. In latest years, three of the area’s 4 most populous international locations have shifted on the difficulty: Argentina legalized abortion in 2020, Mexico decriminalized abortion in 2021 and Colombia decriminalized it in February.
Nancy Cárdenas Peña, the Texas director for coverage and advocacy on the National Latina Institute for Reproductive Justice, stated that no matter spiritual affect, reproductive rights advocates have made nice strides in serving to Valley residents perceive that the fitting to an abortion is a girls’s well being problem and never a spiritual and ethical problem.
She pointed to Edinburg, a metropolis simply north of McAllen the place final July advocates stopped the town from adopting an ordinance that may have made it unlawful to carry out or assist somebody get an abortion.
“I think at the end of the day, the simple values-based messaging stance is that everyone loves someone who’s had an abortion,” Cárdenas Peña stated. “That’s very true and very simple.”
Reproductive rights advocates within the Rio Grande Valley even have completely different spiritual values, she stated, however they in the end imagine in bodily autonomy.
Barriers to entry
The Rio Grande Valley has lengthy struggled with distinctive challenges to accessing reproductive well being care. While some Texans could think about touring out of state to entry authorized abortions, that’s not an choice for the area’s many undocumented immigrants, Cárdenas Peña stated.
There are immigration checkpoints driving out of the Valley to go elsewhere within the state, and it’s widespread for immigration officers to be on the airport asking for folks’s documentation. While some Valley residents can journey to Mexico for misoprostol, undocumented folks received’t have the ability to return legally to the U.S. in the event that they had been to go south for the capsule.
“Do people attend their abortion appointments? Or do they risk being placed in deportation proceedings?” Cárdenas Peña stated.
Noemi Pratt, a board member with South Texans for Reproductive Justice, stated the latest case of a 26-year-old girl who was charged with homicide after what authorities described as a self-induced abortion within the neighboring Starr County had a chilling impact on the Valley.
Her cost was dropped, however with new limits on abortion seemingly on the horizon, “people can get the wrong idea about what they can and can’t do,” Pratt stated.
“We’ve gotten a lot of calls from people asking if they should be going to their abortion appointments,” Pratt stated.
Maria, the South Texas girl who terminated her being pregnant a yr and a half in the past, says she has no regrets. After her abortion, she was accepted to varsity out of state and although she and her boyfriend broke up, it was on good phrases.
She’s by no means informed her mother and father or any of her associates that she’s had an abortion. She doesn’t assume she ever will.
Now, with the Supreme Court’s draft opinion making it clear that abortion entry is prone to be eviscerated in Texas and enormous swaths of the nation, Maria finds herself considering increasingly more about how fortunate she was to dwell close to the border.
“There’s so many people in the same state that live five hours away from Mexico … and it’s going to be a lot harder” to entry abortion care, she stated. “They’re probably going to face more detrimental consequences.”
Disclosure: Politico has been monetary supporters of The Texas Tribune, a nonprofit, nonpartisan news group that’s funded partly by donations from members, foundations and company sponsors. Financial supporters play no position within the Tribune’s journalism. Find an entire listing of them right here.
Help mission-driven journalism flourish in Texas. The Texas Tribune depends on reader help to proceed delivering news that informs Texans and engages with them. Donate now to affix as a Texas Tribune member. Plus, give month-to-month or yearly now by way of May 5 and also you’ll assist unlock a $10K match. Give and double your impression in the present day.